Thursday, 24 January 2013

she waits

I love that guy, i swear, i do. I must have been a fool. I must have not been sensible. I must not have understood. But then gain my dearest, you did not deliver. I waited, and waited. You must understand, i did.
                       I should not make sense; i apologize my dearest. I do. You were my every dream. I shall apologize repeatedly my dearest. I knew not of love when i first felt. I did not understand. I  wish i did. I wish i knew then what i know now. And for this alone, my dearest, you shall call me insane. I care not. It makes the most wonderful sense now. My dearest, "For you a thousand times over". I care not if it makes me a fool. The fool that should know any better. How can you tell a heart to die?. My dearest, i shall not live in vain. I shall try . I have let myself  to think i was at peace with myself. To let myself thought i was happy. A betrayal upon oneself. My dearest, i have awoken from my presumed peaceful slumber. I am here now my dearest.  A changed self. My dearest... I am here now.

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